I know that I am not alone in my admiration of old houses, even abandoned ones. I once read an article about a lady who renovated an old house. She said she always knew that she would one day be the caretaker of that old house, and she added that not a day went by that she didn't thank the universe for letting her tend to it. I loved the way that she described her feelings. I loved her description because it affirmed what I so often feel for old houses, which is not to say that I have any delusions that I can rescue every house whose path I cross. I sometimes worry in fact that I've already cut a few years off of my life tending to the two I've owned so far.
I would like to add to what that lady said though. Houses do speak to me. When I walk past an old house, my eyes gloss the whole setting then focus in on the details. I have a strong compulsion to repair the house, and that project begins with my eye's appreciation of its architecture. Viewing the design and the materials is a very satisfying experience for me, better than going to an art museum since the art of a house is viewed in its proper context. I am in love with bricks, and wood, and cedar, and... Well, you get the point. It is hard for me to watch these materials going to waste, no longer appreciated, abandoned. It is also hard for me not to think about the fine craftsmen, masons, carpenters, plumbers, who with such professionalism created these structures. Their sweat, their own dreams, their precision live in the buildings they erected.
Take the three houses above. All of them are in my neighborhood or at least within walking distance. (Neighborhood boundaries are not clear.) Needless to say, with the level of abandonment in my neighborhood, the area is somewhat blighted although here and there are homes that are being cared for splendidly. I consider these three abandoned homes to be architectural gems, and this is not so much to say that they are unique as to recognize that they were built at a time when we used natural resources as if they were inexhaustible. To atone for the sin of overuse, however, builders built beautifully. Well, they can be forgiven then, but what about us? What about those of us who take these great abandoned houses for granted?Do we not daily turn a blind eye to the fact that, save for the families that may have lived in these homes forty to one hundred years, their presence is now almost in vain? We cut down forests and built these homes for what, to let them fall back into the ground?
In an earlier post, I spoke about my experiences living in the South and implied that Southerners care more about their homesteads. I don't know if I intended to send that message. It is likely not true. I have seen some Southern towns and cities where this sort of abandonment also is prevalent. But, I have also seen some really, really successful historic neighborhoods in the North and in the South, and I am in awe of people who commit themselves to lovingly caring for the built environment. I admire such efforts not just because they are beautiful and soulful but because historic neighborhoods, aside from the problem of regentrification, maybe attempt to create an alternative to economic trends. (I've probably put my foot in my mouth with that one, but I don't feel up to arguing the point just now. I'll return to it at some point.)
For now, let me just say that when I view abandoned houses, businesses, and main streets, my heart goes out to these spaces that I suspect have retained just a little of the spirit and energy of former occupants. Too often abandonment of spaces means ignoring the politically fraught history of places in an effort to move on to the next project, and abandoned places too often also mean abandoned economies and, worse, abandoned populations. Make no mistake; the financial condition of the school that neighbors the third house is directly tied to the abandoment of their shared neighborhood and of their city as well by big business, by banks, and ultimately by ordinary people who leave these neighborhoods in fear themselves of being left behind. I wonder what could happen if a critical mass opted to stay, loving our homes, our communities, and their peoples.
